The losses feel overwhelming today.
I had an epiphany this week; I've spent so much time these last seven months trying to grasp the point of it all, what is the point? and it came to me like a lightening bolt.
There is no point. We are here for someone/something else's purpose. There is no point for us.
And it was kind of a relief. There is no need to search for an answer when there is no answer. I can wonder from here to fucking eternity about what the point of it all is, but that is a lot of wasted energy when there simply is no point to be found.
